Why I Wanna Lose!

K I'll start the personal posts today. I want to tell the world and my close friends why I want to lose weight. The main reason is that I want to do it for myself. I've always been the chubby girl in class or in the ward and I want to know what it is like for once to be normal sized. It's my fault that I am here, I could say oh my horrible childhood caused this, but it didn't I am here because I love cheeseburgers and pizza and detest V8. I am here because I have been too proud to think that the Word of Wisdom doesn't apply to me and I can eat what I want and there will be no consequences.

That STOPS Monday! I want to develop healthy eating patterns so I can teach my daughter healthy eating habits. I don't want Loralei to hear me moan that I am over weight and that I am not good enough because of how I look. SO, I need to change. I will have a healthy body image because I will BE healthy and I will teach Loralei the same. I can't mess around any more, it's the big time and I have a child who looks at everything I say and do and I will not have her growing up like I did...feeling like less of a person because of my weight!

Thank you for your support! I want everyone to call me on it when I slack or go back to my previous mindset. I will try to be what each of you need as well. Love you guys we can do it!